Please be kind and rewind.

Just got back from the Ouachita parish banquet thingie...

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Sleepy~

My dad went in for a checkup earlier today. Turns out that blister really was infected. But did he listen to me and go to the doctor? No. And now he's been admitted four days early. They need to clear out the infection before the surgery.

At the banquet, I saw Brittany Hosea, a girl i used to play with in first grade. She was my 'best friend,' actually. I was devestated when she moved away. In fact, in the "I wish i could see (insert name) again" chapter of my Senior Memory Book, I wrote about her. And about ten minutes before the end of the ceremonies, I heard her name and saw her for the first time in like... 11 years. She was sitting in the row in front of me. And then we had to march down, and since I was one of the last ones down, everybody had already begun to mingle with their parents and such. There were at least 1000 people there. I actually passed her on the way down, I think, but I couldn't get her attention.

After it was over, I spent a few minutes looking for her, but there were waaaayy too many people for it to matter. In the parking lot, I kept looking a bit, walking slowly and such, but I think she was in a hurry anyway, considering that she had been standing in the auditorium for me to pass her, and we were supposed to be in the back.

So I got in the car, and the Mara-ish persona that comes on when I have to get up in front of people slipped away and I was just tired and sad, and maybe a little depressed.

I want to draw, but I can't when I'm like this, so I'll just study for that heart test tomorrow and listen to my music for now.